I Poem by Tristian Ford

I always dreamed of being
Someone else—Somewhere else
All I want now is to understand Thyself
To seek what it is God wills me to do
To find the idea for which
I will live and die
I will see that dream come true
God, please help Tee
To fulfill the purpose YOU have for
I
I didn't understand ‘My' Reason
I kept running away from ‘My' Darkness
Until Finally
I understood that in it
I would find a freedom
I was in a furnace
I had to face some fears
I've shed so many tears
I was given a purpose
Now That
I've illuminated the blackness of ‘My' invisibility
And vice versa.
I don't know what the future holds,
I will trust the ONE who holds the future.
It's because of the Lord God Almighty,
nothing is mine.
I AM a stronger person…
I AM a wiser person…
I AM resilient…
I AM certain.