How Lovely Deception Can Be Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

Invisible strings tug at my heart and tell me to open my eyes
The fear in my mind shuts out the world and makes me put up my disguise
You’ll see one day how I really am but for now I’ll still hold fear
Until my wounds are fully healed and then my persona will appear
I’m sorry if is seem forlorn and if I act so afraid
Do you blame me for feeling the way that I do when I felt the metallic blade
The bloods still fresh with in my mouth and the words still burn my mind
Over and over it plays in my head and You’re the one who’s entwined
The silver shards of a broken mirror that once portrayed who I was
You pull me and twist me until I break down and I’ll be consumed by your flaws
I’m sorry I wasn’t the person you needed or the girl that you need me to be
I tried so hard to do everything so that you would be able to see
The blood that still trickles away from my wrists and silent tears that still fall
You’ll push me beneath you and walk on my heart until you make me fell small
Tomorrows don’t faze me and my frustrations intrigue me cause I know I’m left all alone
I feel like my emotions and heart are being torn up in a cyclone
I always told my self that I loved you and that I’ll never hold regret
But I fell you slipping further away and I know someday you’ll forget
Take pity on me as I push you away and ignore the compastion I feel
Don’t mourn for me when death sweeps over me and then steals
Away the very breath of life that you breathed into my lungs
Cause its sweet poison will push threw me by the warmth of its tongue
A broken smile and a faded heart still bleeds just like all the rest
But I guess I will banish you away from my life because you failed my test