How I Feel Poem by Max D. Hornbogen

How I feel inside, can not be said out loud
I got to have certain things hidden in me.
My true feelings are within me, got to hide them so one can know
what I know

Sometimes I feel there is a lot of hate in me, that just wants to break something?
But still I keep myself in check from time to time.

But I also wear a mask, one side is happy
then the other is in-between.
Never knowing what really goes on in my mind.

Turning plot points around in everyday life, can be tricky.
Just never knowing what side of me
you are going to get in the end of the day.

How I feel, inside can not be heard
just got to have certain things hidden in me.
I wear the pain on my arms and legs everyday.
But what can I say, I live with it everyday.

How I feel is within me, I walk in my shoes everyday,
knowing that I wear the pain on my arms and legs everyday.
I feel there is a hole within me, just maybe it could see the light of day.
Until then I wear that pain to remind me of what I have.