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How am I supposed to keep living, now there’s only me, didn’t we decide together that we would always be. How do I keep this façade, while I'm crying to myself? How can I expect others to know the pain in me. How do I walk through the door, knowing your not there. What’s the point in cooking, if there’s no one there to share? How do I live a normal life, when normal seems so strange, if this is what normal is, then I must be quite insane. How do I forgive friends that suddenly disappear, or all the others who said they’d hold me near?

How have I become, this stranger to them all, is it something I said, or is it nothing after all. I know that I’m different, but what else could I be, is it so surprising when I’m lost within my grief. For my world’s turned upside down and I can’t find my way, is it any wonder, because I’m lost without a trace. How can I give comfort, when it’s comfort that I need. How can I tell others, when I can hardly speak. How do I stop this crying, that never wants to cease. How do I hide my sorrow, when other bring me cheer, do I tell them they'er not needed, for I am doing fine, just to watch the relief, as it escapes from out their minds.
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