sometimes when she says “Oh I’m Fine” she wants someone to look at her in the eyes and say “Tell Me The Truth” when someone really loves you their not suppose to hurt you right? and if they do how do you react? When she cries the makeup runs from her eyes and it spills the truth about how she really feels.
Its not how bad the problem is, but how badly its hurting the person who has it and its hard to answer the question “What’s Wrong? ” when nothing is ever alright her eyes burn from these tears you’d think over the years she’d learned her lesson look behind the mascara the eyeliner and the shiny lip gloss and maybe you will see the girl you are looking at isn’t really her at all.
Its someone she pretends to be to hide the bruises and fake smiles to cover up the tears that build up behind the wall she’s trying to keep up she’s mad at herself, not at you, she’s mad for always being so nice, always apologizing for the things she didn’t do flinching every time someone raises their arm or hand.
There’s a smile on her face, but she doesn’t know why its there, she puts it on to satisfy all the people that don’t even care after a while you learn the difference between loving someone and hurting them you begin to learn that love is a gift it makes you feel special and getting hurt means s slap across the face or an object thrown at you.
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