Healing Part 1 Poem by Cate Jade

someday i will better my thoughts since they are semi clear
thoughts feelings and emotions turn into fear
telling me to hurt telling me to die and cry
all of your words are scary but i know now are lies.

my brains spins and pounds sends me falling to the ground
leaving me breathless making no sound.
i hope someday to heal mentally and get out
of that maze the manipulates the mind that walks about

Its slow but i feel empty and lonely inside
but ill heal im strong to fight i wont back down
im stronger than that side
that makes me frown