Hardcore Poem by Angel Love

Why am I so hardcore?
Is it because of the pain or am I just lost?
Is easier to say no than to risk a yes that leads to dissappointment.
What if this or what is that is what i keep coming back to...but maybe..what if it all works out?
I wanna be in, all in, but i don't want it to be wrong.
I wanna feel like a kid in a candy store,
I want it to be like having my first crush all over again,
I want kick my feets in the air, and scream and giggle at every text,
So tell me, why am I still so Hardcore?