Just when I thought I was getting better I realized I was as lost as before.
A sudden dew of my true self, then darkness and an eerie whisper of my subconscious wandering through this soul of mine, telling me to avoid, to vanish and conquer the underworld. But if I'm swarming in this, a present time, who grants me the understanding of another dimension? Who assures me that disappearance would ease my mind?
...
Read full text