Forgive Me... Poem by Victoria Korobochka

I know you'll never hurt me,
You say that I'm your life,
Forgive me for my weakness,
Forgive me when I cry.
People make me choose,
Make me choose between life and death.
I choose to go to heaven
But I'm still stuck in hell.
Everything is so complicated,
Everything is so hard,
My life is a plain nightmare
But I just can't wake up.
You're always there by my side,
Even though you feel my pain.
You blame yourself for my suffer,
But I can't argue with what you're saying.
I'm sorry that I hurt you,
Even though you say I don't,
You're my reflection in the mirror,
You're gone if I'm gone.
My life is like a cycle,
A cycle made of chains.
Every chain is like an ache
Tightning hard around me.
I'm trying not to hurt you
But you're hurt if I'm hurt,
My friends don't see what I see,
Don't see when I'm torn apart.