For My Sanity Comments

I have this continuous feelings a gut feeling of things I think you are up to in my absence, am I insane to be feeling this, am I missing something in feeling this, I do things to avoid thinking of this, I try to control this pulling feeling this uncontrollable encounter I face on a daily basis.

Control is a hard factor for a lonely soul, barring this emotionally kills, eats away at me bit by bit, by bit by bit, slowly painfully, without any remorse for no apparent course or reason of some sort, slowly at a pace of no concluded speed slowly eats, eats away silently without a sound at peace.
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