I'm alive.....
but I'm not living a life that's worth living. I keep sinning because my heart is spinning and I have to start over from the begening. 
I wish you were the one that was sad 
but for it to end this way i'm glad. You are happy you are full of joy 
this is all I can ask for. 
You are no longer my wife 
you are slowly slipping out my life. 
My mind body and soul doesn't have the will to fight. 
I can't believe you were trifiling cheating lying and fake crying.
While I was dedicated to trying you were senseless
 I never knew you to be so heartless 
but what I knew was a false pretense.
Love made me blind 
but I thought it was you beautiful shine.
 But all along I was your part-time. 
I was there for full-time 
but you showed me I was wasting my time. 
You told me I was pitiful before I was all you were in too. 
This is my hearts words portrayed through my brain 
you lied cheated and played a good game. Good bye                
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem