Fighting Weakness For Inclusion And Approval Poem by Kiran Pillai

Exploring weaknesses can be strength too.
There are times when I just work on strength.
But, there are times when viewpoints don't appear
I need to look at weaknesses for perspectives.

There are chances defending weaknesses is key
Sometimes, it is good just to know our weak zones.
I know I am not a Tarot Emperor in many cases
The authority is something I struggle with often.

How can authority become second nature to me?
What can be means to assert the divine masculine?
Is it about not giving too much care about the world?
Or is it giving the right amount of care around ourselves?

Sometimes, we may be programmed from life till now
To obey, to surrender, not to speak a word out.
What if we are killed. Or worse, not included in teams?
I want to be included and approved of. My weakness!

What can be a strong area when identified so...
Can I be cool with not being included in teams of people?
I could be fine with just going solo for all that matters.
But, what about the power that comes with teams.

I have been excluded from teams so many times now.
I don't expect to be included with other people now.
But, scars from youth of exclusion and solitude bite me
It is the tendency to go solo that strengthens me anyway!

I am comfortable with not being included anywhere.
I know my internal world is much larger than the world outside
Let teams not be formed with me. Let teams play anywhere.
I know one weakness and the way to play around it too.