Fear Of Vulnerability Poem by Tebogo Teddy

Wanna tell a piece of my story but I won't let me weaken to that point.
I keep everything all in, Reason I'm just a sad soul.
A facade I put on in public is so believable.
They tempt me by sharing their problems,
And that's the only temptation I won't fall for.
How easy it is for me to pretend like my life is perfect while I'm drowning.
Fear of opening up won't allow me to share a single thing.
Rebelling from relationships becoming more easier.
I can no longer tell the difference between sadness and happiness.
I can no longer rely on myself.
I've despaired.
The faith I've lost,
The love I've lost,
The peace I've been deprived.
I'm just a soul.
No emotions coz I've had them all before,
Now I can't tell the difference so I let it be.
I say I'm a lone wolf.