Every day seem's different from the one before, it's not the days I'm dreading, but the night that goes before. Each time the night begins it's covering of the sky. I find myself asking for the reason why. Why did you have to leave me, why did we have to part, I need that very reason to satisfy my heart. It is my heart that's broken, and deserve to know the truth, it is that every reason why this hurt won't leave my heart alone.
When the night has fallen and I wait for sleep to come, knowing that my sleep, keeps on avoiding me and so I must keep on chasing this elusive sleep of mine, all while I am trying to get you from my mind, but your forever with me and also close to me, always and forever is what you are to me, often do I wonder if all the things I do. Is it, just to help me keep holding on to you?
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