The elder wears my wedding dress
allures me closer and lifts me back
in His arms, lays me down
on the bed again, is spreading
over my beauty
in the beach house near the waterfall
that ice-cold whipped my hands
when I passed behind the roaring
shuffling sidewards with Him
over a ledge of surrender
of which the fire was invisible
for the couples who didn't dare
What am I doing here open and exposed
in the street with His head weightless
in my empty hands
weighing His buttocks and stroking
the lust of His erectile tissue
in my empty hands
in old smells
and white elder