Embrace The Shadow Narcissism Poem by Kiran Pillai

Fear of embracing shadow
Grips within me. It is bad!
But, maybe try a little bad now
And dive into the shadow.

Get into the moon energy inside
See what reflects on my shadow
Maybe I might not become a fiend
By trying a little shadow work.

There is a feeling of cornering me
When people come close in proximity
But, I could try little darkness within
To save a little space after all.

Do the shadow really hurt me?
It might enrage the ego in me...
What if the ego overpower the self?
It says ego cannot do things to self

What if the ego boost is the thing
That could protect my person today?
I need to protect the person in me now.
Or else face extinction of awakening.

Times like these do come in human times
When we are forced to come together
And be things that we are not really.
I need to be ready for things today.

Give ego a chance. Border shadow work.
Maybe there is a sociopath inside me.
What if I feed a nittle narcissism within?
I might unlock a little shadow wisdom now.

Hyenas crowd around a lion to kill.
The lion needs to arouse the ego within
To protect the very self within.
Or the lion could mutate into hyena power