Drowned Poem by Fatima Latif

Don’t you feel guilty
For lying to me, constantly?
Oh! Never mind!
Because I guess I was blind.
Now I see the mask you had on,
But I’m too late, because you’ re gone.
Ignoring who you were really supposed to be,
I drowned.
I can’t hear any sound,
All I can see is a black background.
I realize I drowned, sitting on this stone-ground,
Lost but not yet found.
My face is now wet with tears,
As a flashback comes,
Of how you just disappeared,
How easy was it for you?
Seems like you were really tough, to break-through.
Now I see it all clearly, you had this evil smile,
I stood there breathlessly,
Just forcing to believe it to be a scary movie,
Where I just had to act and go,
But I guess that was not in my control,
It was reality,
As I saw the truth, so ugly.
Now I cant to anything,
Maybe, wait till spring?
Or else start bleeding,
As flashbacks of you, will literally eat me through?