Dream Poem by Yawar Javaid

My fantasy omg was all this a dream
I want to but u ain't letting me scream

Screwed up messed up all my life i have been
No body knows what i have went through n what i seen

Wish she understood me n my love
All of it happened too fast i don't know how

You gave me sorrows i took em with ease
Would u at least tell me what was my fault please

Guess i was wrong who trusted u
U never did i loved u

I made u my life my only reason to live for
U never wanted me just used me off

To hell with such a life that says forget me or leave me
I no more want it this way believe me

I don't know if now i love u or not
Bt still u are my reason to kill people for

It was going good it was going great
But u left me whats the reason for all this hate

It ain't any good its too damn bad
Never thought of her making me sad

Going different places seeing different faces
Running in races with no bases

I wish i could find er but shes out of my sight
She's turned her back on me if i never was right

I keep thinking abt when we were together
Wish i could make those moments stay there forever

So now u are gone n alone I am all along
U don't care for all ur wrong

Guess my it was bad
Wish I never loved had

Call me crazy or call me mad
Bt now its too late for me to b sad

I just wanted u to know
I am leaving the chase n going above

U hit me hard may b i take time to heal
Bt remember the same one day u have to feel

I may b let down i may b hurt
Bt ill get up to clean the dirt

All the mess that i had spread
Someday ill sort up all in my head

U no longer would then affect or control me
Keep that as a word for sure u will see

So bye to all n bye to u
Walk away like u nothing knew

In ur words for me venom u spew
Don't expect mercy hate i brew

So I am evil n insane for u
May b u are out of ur brain too

No apologies no regrets no promises no fights
Thats the end for my rights