Dissapearing Act Poem by Silence Dogood

Feel my pain.
Hear my screams.
And watch me fade.

(Verse one)

I never thought it'd be like this.
Bleeding down scarlett slits.
Sitting on the bathroom floor.
Thinking it was just one more.

Looking at the criss crossed lines.
Remebering how it was just 'one time'
When I took that blade and sliced my skin.
Hoping to cut the pain within.

(Chorus)

Turn your head and watch me fade.
Blink your eyes and I'll dissapear.
You want me gone so say goodbye.
But if you need me I'll reapear.

(Verse two)

My mind is drifting as the floor turns red.
Knowing in minutes I could be dead.
Not read to say my last goodbye.
Not ready to give up and die.

Holding onto threads that quickly break apart.
Clutching at the binding of my frozen heart.
Taking deep breaths putting pressure on the cut.
Knowing i'm alive because it hurts so much.

(Chorus)

Turn your head and watch me fade.
Blink your eyes I'll dissapear.
You want me gone so say goodbye.
But if you need me I'll reapear.

(Verse three)

I can hear the sirens coming just a little too late.
Why did I have to do this to be filled with such hate?
I brought this on myself so I surely will die.
And the coroner will pronounce it suicide.

The blood isn't stopping only dripping more.
I go to that place I once was before.
When It was easy to smile and no pain was insight.
My life is ending but I'll put up a fight.

(Chorus)

Turn your head and watch me fade.
Blink your eyes I'll dissapear.
You want me gone so say goodbye.
But if you need me I'll reapear.

(Verse four)

Im too weak to stand and it's hard to breathe.
Slipping into the darkness that begs me to come.
I look down to see clutched in my fist.
The blade from which all this had begun.

They hold up her arm to see a sleeve of cuts.
Unfolding her fisted hand.
Revealing to the world her suicide note.
A crisp white paper.
On which she wrote:

Feel me pain.
Hear my screams.
And watch me fade.