Desperate! ! Poem by Nadeen Khalifa

Desperate! !
What I want,
Never happen
What I need,
Never come
What I pray,
Never be
Cause am desperate
I can't see.
I ask for happiness
And come with sorrow.
Like a chocolate cake
Comes with grape.
Cause I never asked
And never happened,
Cause I stopped ask
Anything to happen
What I want.
I just want to do something for me.
Don't blame me
Am sad,
Don't blame me
For that,
You give me bad
And ask me for glad.
What you expect me 
MAD!
I see everything 
BAD!
I don't ask bigger my size,
Am fine and alright.
So stop asking me why am desperate.
Am desperate 
For my life,
Am desperate
For the time,
I wasted 
Running behind,
Nothing right.
Everything is a wine!
I drink to forget my hurt.
To forget my burnt
Heart,
To produce my burnt 
Cry.
22-4-2012
WRITTEN BY NADEEN OSAMA
POEM: 12