Definitely Me Poem by Laura arwen

I'd love to
not have to
work because they
are not fit
to do any
work
I do not
like the unexpected
because they ruin
the plans
I hate working
but to survive
and cultivate my
passions I have
to do
For me everything
is a burden
because I would
spend all day
dreaming
Unfortunately I have
to precede the
work to any
other things or
activity
I have to
rely only on
myself because people
can not help
but most understand
me
I give up
to make a
life not mine
Sometimes I'm tired
to fight to
have a life
in solitude
I'll be fine
just when I'm
in the company
of my poems
and my books
I'm afraid to
evolve because I
could become worse
than I am
I absolutely must
be able to
organize my life
I struggle to
adapt to new
solutions and new
projects of life
I am so
frightened by the
work that I
prefer not to
look seriously