Dedicated To My Sin Poem by D. M. L. Catseye

Worried that I’m going to
Burst into tears
without a moment’s notice

But a devilish smile
shines through
Before I can break

I can’t write about what
I’m doing tonight
Because it’s the worst thing
I have ever agreed to
and I am still not
backing out

dangerously close to it
but I’m dedicated to this
sin.
-
I could be throwing away
the most beautiful thing
I have ever had

by

agreeing to see him
tonight in his home and
up in his room

so

I’ll make the most of
my lie by completely
enjoying every minute of it
-
I obviously cannot cry.

this is the last time that I’ll try.

Maybe I will, tonight

after I’ve let him finish

after i’ve realized

that I lied to all my best friends

to people who only want the best of me

well I am looking for something more

and something bad