Dear God I'm Really Trying Hard Poem by jovan lopez

You know God
Hopefully you're hearing this
I want to get rid of every temptation
That I have to fix my life
And to guide me
I might not do a 100%
The things that you want me to do
But I want to try
To fix my life
And guide me To a new beginning
But you already know what I want
Don't you
And how I feel for this person
I want her to be my wife
She has a beautiful smile
Black hair
Long as silk
And hopefully 1 day I can go where she's at In Manila And make her dreams Come true Even though she told me she's scared to fall in love
Also she tells me she's sensitive with her feelings Make me not regret this
But you know I just have to work on myself To feel better about myself
And not have my needs corrupt my mind
I pay to you God For everything you have helped me with And everything you have done In the name of the father and the Holy Spirit Amen