Dear God Poem by cris son.

I wanna believe in you but I'm not sure i can. My friend tells me you'll real but how can I know for certain. I remember when I was little and I couldn't face going to school couldn't face the bullies I would pray really hard. And the next day school was canceled. It happened more then once. Idk rather to call that magic or u trying to reach out and tell me you were there. I watch movies, read stories about you, I even listen to music about u. But is that enough? Alot of bad things happened to me growing up. And I can't change the past. I kinda wish u were there watching me but I felt all alone. I stoped believing in you along time ago. But now I'm not sure if that was the right choice. Half of me wants to and half of me says ur not real. So how do ik? Where do I go from here? Should I stay? Or should I go? Please help me to see what is real what is truly there and what is fake tell me where I belong tell me where do I go from here......






By: cris son
Age: 19