Dark Thoughts Poem by Ibrar Siddiqi

I got thinking too negative.
Got noone to talk to make me feel positive
I sat there thinking what if? , what to do?
I sat here thinking of my wife.
Sweeter than honey.
Just like me, full of love and no money.

I need to break out to thehills.,
Head in my car to Fort Bill.
That's Scotland to you.
Cruise the trials on my bike.
Hitting the hills and breathing free.
Not caged like a tioger.
I need to be free.

Sitting in my chicken coop.
No basketball hoop to shoot.
I wish I could naked through my callcentre.
Just to feel I'm alive.
Wont't do that till I leave for hoime at five.

Dark thoughts, get lighter when I think of my wife.
My only reasons to enjoying my life.
Dark thoughts, go away.
I want a sunny day.
To lie on the grass and watch cloud animals roam by.
On my back, I lie.

My dream bubble may not burst.
I have lots to do.
Don't like me day dreaming.
Just don't come up to me screaming.
Why would I want to be you?
I got my own ways of dealing with the blues.
Live llife like it was so short.
Just wouldn't have any tme to have a dark thought.

I Siddiqi 20.02.09