Danger Of Hope Poem by Katie Anon

There is a spark of hope that is now here
But why does it fill me with such fear
It is just a small flame struggling to stay alight
But this slight warmth causes a massive internal fight

In the past hope has been followed by pain
Of intensity that I could not bear and did not wane
So is it better just to accept my strife
That it will be part of my sad life

Each day a challenge, my problems remain
Hard emotions that cause ongoing pain
Sometimes I can overcome and push through
But often they just overwhelm and damage ensues

Is it better to focus on function and things I can control
To not further stress my damaged soul
Or could it be that this hope means something
Is it possible my story might have a happier ending