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a kid doesn't 'have to' do ANYTHING to not be 'wanted'. i didn't 'want' kids, but i went along with my wife's wish to be a mom; her first husband didn't want kids and HE got his way. planting the seed is EASY (often) but it often doesn't include thoughts to 'the future'. sometimes birth control fails. lots of elements can go into the what ifs and whys. i have one child only and we get along well. (to be continued) ....
My dad passed in 89 and was an alcoholic abusive cop he threatened to kill us all so my mom did what she had to do and we left.She was an awesome mother and Father but I also had my seven brothers.I was told I couldn’t have children then got with fertile myrtle and now have three
That is a nicely written piece of emotions and wonder.
A sublime start with a nice poem, Theresa. You may like to read my poem, Love And Lust. Thank you.
i suggest that you TRY your best to accept that you 'didn't know your dad'. maybe it would have been WORSE if you had! ! ! maybe 'mom' or somebody/something else caused dad to be out of your life. yes, maybe it wasn't even his decision. ? ? ? ? ? now..........SMILE! and wipe away your tear. keep your faith in God, if it is a help; you said it was in another poem. AND, if you haven't, but 'can', get some 'professional' [or non-professional] help. bri :)
My mom raised me and my nine siblings and I have forgiven since then, Thank you for your kind words