Cutting Poem by Mandy Taylor

you dont understand
the cravings,
the pain i go threw
i do it
you jugded me
you call me names
more pain
i slice threw my skin
the relief, that feeling i get

you report me
yelling talking fighting
you say i need to stop
i cant not easy
you say im strong
but im not
i need more pain
need to cut agian
need that relief

when you see the scars
i see the disappointment
your not happy with me
your frustrated
you cant help me
noone can
im dne
life over
im f**ked up

dont try to help
dont try to save me