Cut Me Clean Poem by Leylek D. Sovura

Deep breaths,
tightening grip,
eyes wide open,
room empty.

Breathe in, breathe out.

The devil is watching,
will i see her again?
Shoulders are heavy,
can't move, how am i a man?

Breathe in, breathe out.

Malicious eyes looking in my direction,
God, if you exist, if you care,
if you are merciful, let me be clear,
why am i the devil in the waters reflection?

Breathe in, breathe out.

You are whispering in my ear,
to break, to defy, to take,
by force, by hate, by instinct,
i break my straitjacket.

Breathe in.

As darkness you have given birth to me,
like light it's a part of thee,
hollow, full, what does it mean?
Break my heart, cut me clean.

Breathe out.