Curtain Closing. Poem by anthony fiji

It's time to forget the past, burry it behind.
Stop having the guilty conscious.
Or i am going to act crazy, i will lose my mind.
It's a weight on me, slowing me down i can't function.

I oath to build a brick wall to my thoughts.
A metal cage, prison with it my emotions.
The war inside i need it to be calm, enough ive fought.
It's a big ocean, my ideas are the waves they come huge yet in slowmotion.

Like a movie my life replays in my head.
I can only rewind, can never forward.
I am stuck in that part till i am dead.
This is me, this is my life..welcome to my world.

The curtains one me this time closing.
A new life i have to try and create.
My other dark half is overdosing.
I have to feel lighter, carry surely less weight.