Crying Poem by Mindy Brown

i feel like crying everytime im around you.
i feel like crying everytime i think about you.
i feel like crying everytime i think about the time lost between us.
i feel like crying everytime i think about you daddy.
i dream these dreams that we're all together and everythings okay but it will
never be like that,
and i cry for that reason.
i wish so much that we could be happy and everything would be alright but that
is something that will never happen to our family.
i dream and cry at the same time seeing an earlier time.
we were just babies and you were both just kids too.
i know you tried but everytime i shut my eyes and sleep, i think of what might have
been.
i think of what happy memories i could have had instead of these heart wrenching
ones, my soul is not pure and neither is my mind but i still hold you dear in my heart
everything is not perfect or right for me but everytime i think about what could have been
my heart breaks and all i want to do is cry, cry for everything i've missed and what could've been....