It's supposed to be just a tryst
A venture into the unknown.
Unchartered territory it seems
Till I gaze into the blue lagoon.
Before I could see what happened to me
I was in too deep, I couldn't see straight.
It's all about the blue and the white
The rhythmn, the music, and the art.
The conversations, the confessions, the declarations
and just.
It was too late, I am in too deep.
Who is in control? You? I am? She is?
The jealousies, the accusations, and the innuendos,
The misinterpretations, the lies and the truth.
Did I mark my territory like a witch of a dog?
Leaving my scent to anger her in her so called domain.
Does she know it was your idea to carry me with you?
You love me so much you want my scent on you?
What kind of ruthless game did she instigate?
What kind of ruthless game are you playing?
And where do I stand in all these?
You are playing with fire and you are going to get burned
I went through a life like this, and before I knew what hit me, I was definitely in too deep, locked away from my friends and family. If my mother didn't want me, she could have sent me up north where I would be with a loving family. There was no melodrama with this family. They loved, played, sang, joked, worked, ate, prayed, and treated each other with respect and dignity that human beings deserve. My mother wasn't capable of these things, and just up one day threw me out he door. Some say I am a drama queen making a mountain out of a molehill. But if that is what I am doing, then why do I still hurt? This poem can be taken to mean different things to different people. I have shown you what it means to me. This is very well written June, and thank you for sharing. A 10+. Love & hugs, Barbara
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Uh-oh, I see tears before bedtime! The poem carries me along, I have to know what is coming next... but you leave me in suspense at the end - just as you yourself are!