Come To Me, And Paint Me Bloody Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

Distraction of emotions, starts to tear at my defaults
Devour all reconstruction done upon my fragile heart
A time to turn from red to black and let the blood run cold
My hands are infected with the venom from an on going fear
The tears now taste like acid on my crimson lips
My hands now cold as ice when I touch your face
Did you wonder where my lies went or where my voice belongs
Do you ever understand I am better left unspoken to
The words spill from my lips and plague the air with sorrow
My dedication to be devoted becomes a new obsession
A wonderful deception to be brought before your eyes
Will you understand the pain brought to my lungs
The way my breath has become numb and my voice forgotten
Will you bring the air back into my decaying soul
To bring the light back into the deceiving world
Stop the blood from pouring out of my eyes
Make the ebony color turn a liquid red
My imprecations paint a picture of dedication
The love that lusts with in my mind
Each beat brings forth a new hunger that must be broken
The hunger to taste flesh grows stronger as the days go by
I know you lust for my depression and want to save me
So take my blood soaked hands and bring me to paradise
I'll savor every fear that falls from your aura
You'll miss me and remember I was once your little toy
The one you played with and loved to destroy
Are you happy now, that the ground still tastes my frame
Do you cower when you know you are the one to blame
Don't worry, my dagger will touch your skin once more
I'll spill the ice out from your vains
So say so long and close your colorful eyes
I'll leave the imprint of death upon your cranium
The blood dripping down your cheeks to stain forever more
I love the way you created this chaos for me
You love the torture my hearts been but threw
You'd do it all over again if you had the chance to
Remember who will be forgotten and who will remain still known
Because threw the mask of desolation my fire burns bright
The flame flickering in my mind to steal away your life
Revenge is just an understatement because I love to be hostile
I'll decapitate all emotions for you and kill you like you love me to
Take my hand and make me cut you, place my name across your chest
Tell me I'm your little slave for you to hold tight to
Bite my neck and pull me back, and like my bloody lips
The crave for that horrid kiss still lingers in my mouth
I want you to touch my stubborn soul and make me your creation
So burry me again, like you did once before
Crush my heart into a thousand pieces and still it on the ground once more
You never cared about my life or how you hurt my thoughts
Leaving tiny footprints to remind me you own me
I'll rip those shackles off my wings and then I'll be set free
Never more will you use me, and never more will you see my face
The memories of me will fade and you'll forget all the torture you did to me
I was never the type to lose a fight, and I wont this time around
You'll be the one left buried under ground
The earth still stuck between my nails, my heart still craving for more
I'll write your name upon your grave with your own blood
So every one can see how much of a cowards you were
With one last kiss I seal your fate and open up my wings
To enjoy the feeling of being free and having no one own me