Chapter Poem by Carlos Cardona

I don’t believe in fate or in destiny
But these events are adding up
Now my emotions are all messed up
And I can’t keep my head up
I don’t know what’s up or down I just stand there with a sour frown

I feel like a clown
Always crying about how you and I will never be
And you have probably already have forgotten me
I dug my own grave, which I’m standing in drowning on my own tears and chocking on my fears
Wishing for death to end this hilarious mess one stupid game of chess

I would close my eye if you passed by
So I wouldn’t see you eye to eye
Because I would cry thinking about how you’re too good to be mine
If we were to die to day and we were both in the gates of heaven I step down and go to hell
Just so I won’t have to see you again so I won’t have to feel a scene of stress some were in my chest

What I would like to do is say goodbye to you
Get some closure in this chapter of my life
To end the last sentence of this grotesque, distorted, sic, and vile story
And pray not to have a nightmare about you
In the end of it all I just want to forget about you