Changes Poem by Anya Nikolaevna

It's funny
how things
can change in one day.
A lot has happened,
and you hurt me
in a way
I've never been hurt before.

If I am to be blamed
for selfishness
then I am not
the person I thought
I was.

If I am to be blamed
for disrespecting someone,
especially you,
the person I love,
then I do not deserve
to be alive right now.

I am lost.
I don't know
what to think,
how to feel,
what to do,
how to act,
who to trust.

You see,
you thought
so highly of me
at some point.
You understood
who I am.

But now,
things have changes.
The others would
rip my heart out,
break it in tiny pieces
and I'd still pick it up
because I believed
in myself.

But with you,
you did so much more
than that.
You stripped me
of my identity,
you made me
believe I'm a person
that I am not.
You've caused more damage
than the rest
combined.

Because of you,
I lost myself
and I don't know
who I am
anymore.

It truly is funny how things can change in one day.