Changed Poem by Deja Noelle Rupp

With every swallow of that tiny pill
The person you are changes
It makes you ill
You don't see it the way I do
But I know you Jen
Your my best friend till the end
The smiles the giggles
Your true bubblyness
Have gone away disappeared
No longer there this is what I have feared
And on that day when I found out
What you started
The tears fell from my face and I felt disgraced
How could you ever want to change the person you are
Your giddy your happy your joy has always shone brighter than that of the stars
Now seeing you this way is leaving me stunned
Angry and quite your laughter is gone
You freak out your moody
and its only begun
The real you is being trapped by this small tiny poison
And I cant just sit back and watch it take you over
I remember the summer the days that we spent
Laughing
Dancing and singing and running
Through the tall grass
now all you want to do is sleep
Cant you look back and remember the times when we
Were so carefree when life was easy
And we didn't have to rely on anything
The fact that your parents think your too wild
Does not give them a right to destroy the creative person inside you
I can cry all I want and plead for you to listen
But you just cant see what I see
This is part of the useless medication
So maybe one day you'll come back to me
And be that friend the person you used to be
Who i miss so much it sickens me