Can't Say His Name Poem by Axley Jade Blaze

I desperately love him
But, I'm forbidden to say his name
It's due to his fame
You know that story—that game
My brain is swinging like a pendulum
From manic to insane
Love, then hate, make-up, break-up
To me? It's all the same
Can't even whisper to my sister his name!

Like a thunderstorm, I drown in the rain
These droplets like a water bottle
I cry these tears, tears filled with shame
And yet? It all remains the same
Can't even whisper to my sister, his name.

This distorted love-hate game
I dove in head-first
While he astral projected through my walls
Covered my mouth and whispered 'Daddy's here'
Take it, baby
And, I swear even now, I felt you there
It was hypnotic, exotic
Erotic, I felt psychotic
Schizophrenic elation, elevation
On this gorgeous astral plane
Craving it, he's saving it
For the next night
A sexy match, bodies fight
So wrong, so right
Throw a hand over my mouth
Tonight
Do it now
And I'll be your crazy baby
Your sex slave cash cow
Rich with erections
Reflection
On how good this feels
Checking
Mind wrecking
Every time, we walk that line
As I holler this sexual rhyme
Just in time;
I arrive on the dotted line
As you hit the spot in time
Sign over my soul
All the things you stole
You sexed me
You hexed me
Curses everywhere
Dispersing pheromones all over here and there
Soaking my face, body, in my hair
I bow down and pray to you in tears
I kiss your feet
And wash them with my hair
You say you never saw this anywhere
And, I pray and watch you look down
Watch you stare
It's glowing—the dream
My legs dripping, and there's a stream
The room's filled with holy smoke and holy steam
You grab my pigtails—it never fails!
I moan until I scream!
Daddy, you know just what I like, what to do
I'll always be a little girl just for you
I'll be your screwed-up lady
Crazy baby
My God, I am on my knees
Pray five times a day with my mouth
Or am I just your tease?
Said please, so I appease.
But I still scream;
'Cure me from this dis-ease! '
Release
Me, From this hell
This heaven, this spell
4 years a slave
And still, I can't tell
What the hell
This is all about.

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