There is always calmness before the storm hits, as
There must be an egg before there is a chicken;
Your silence is pregnant with a calmness that
Chills my bones and makes my heart beat wildly.
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1 - you MUST be married! ! ! yes, the silence can be foreboding/worrisome, BUT for 12 years we have " weathered the calm" . Your English, e.g. some spellings, could be 'better', but so far i'm understanding you, " loud and clear" ! !
2 - 2nd stanza i 'love'! " First written as " Heav'n has no Rage, like Love to Hatred turn'd, Nor a Fury, like a Woman scorn'd." in the 1697 play The Mourning Bride" note: Fury, not furry to MyPoemList bri :)