Broken Poem by Wolf the poet

I act normal and seem normal but am I really okay?
A rhetorical question I cannot answer yet
Something inside me broke
My heart bleeds the lock has been broken
How will I pick up my pieces again

Is love real or is it just but an illusion
A four letter word but holds some serious weight
It plays with the mind and taunts the soul
Today it's unicorns and rainbows tomorrow the opposite
Nothing hurts more than betrayal

Healing yes eventually will take it's toll
But at what cost
Memories will get played and replayed in a loop
And in every loop pain and pain
It is like shards of glass tearing your heart apart

Time is always the answer
I was wrong, very wrong in fact
I thought I had everything figured out
But who am I just a mere atom in this universe to know the mind of women

I truly loved and truly cared with everything I had
She did not see it she never appreciated it
Karma finally caught up with me
And I gladly accept it for everything happens with a reason
I gave love a second chance and it threw up on my face

I am now woke the wolf is awake
My emotions I will have to bury
An empty husk walking around
Faking smiles to keep them wandering
I will strike at the hour not expected

Goodbye to the Mr romantic I was
You did your part and failed
Let us give wolf a chance to dance
Maybe at the universe he will take a glance
To be better with a rejuvenated mind and soul

My advice to anyone out there
Always know that love is a scam
Meant to pry and torture the weakest of hearts
Love makes you vulnerable and soft
Have a stoic mindset and work on yourself

I never thought that this day will finally dawn on me
The one I knew to be the one, an angel sent made for me became my source of pain
She really wore a mask
But as we know it the mask will eventually fall off

I realized this not too late
And I am so grateful that I did
Before all went to shit
I chose peace over constant chaos and drama
As from now I choose me