Breathing Through The Pain Poem by Rinalyn Bonajos

Didn't know where to start,
Nothing fills my mind, only hurt in my heart.
I can't imagine how I've come this far;
It feels like I'm just riding in a car.

If only I could drop by and say hi to my old self—
'How are you? Are you still needing help? '
Come on, get up, let's lift you high,
And rekindle that confidence once torn awry.

I keep asking myself, is there something wrong in me?
I don't feel treasured—only pity, you see.
I want to depart from this life for a while,
Just to let my pain fade, if only for a time.

Take a deep breath and exhale positivity.
How can I move forward when all I think about is negativity?
No one appreciates what I've done in their lives,
because my impact doesn't bring good vibes.

I've got to start writing my own story, through this kind of poetry,
Not trying to please anybody, but living true to who I used to be.
Kick me out of your life,
So I can once again embrace the beauty of mine.