Boundaries Poem by Cal Riley

If i held you once more, just know,
I couldnt let you go
Id wrap my love around you tight,
Morning sun through dead of night.

You'll never get that chance, my friend,
One and done, you've reached the end.
You fucked up big, whilst hearts were tethered.
So what, you both are good together.

Good, not good, we're great together,
Our Laugh a minute loves forever.
So consumed by cloudy mind,
I pushed her out for them too find.

My damage had been done by then,
Iv no excuse not one nor ten.

Now there's only one chance I have,
Create the space she needs so bad.
Void of drama safe from pain
The long shot she will call again.

That's all iv got its hard for me,
To set any sort of boundary.
Iv made a start so I will stick,
To sculp a space that perfect fits.

Until its done and that call occurrs
Ill wonder did she finds whos her's
I'll cry for all the pain I'm in
Self inflicted agony, contrived of consequence and sin.

My heart will bleed for pain I caused,
As if your wounds are mine.
Yours will heal whilst mine reveals,
A stop in my own time.