Borrowed Love Poem by Cloe C

I'm like a paper you crumbled into a butterfly
you made me soar and fly through the night sky
folded me straight in the day then
I'm never going to really going to be the same again
I was like Icarus
learning just how high I can get on your emphasis
until I burn my wings on the sun
crashing down in a hot blazing meteor shower now I'm done
how can you tell another girl she's the prettiest you've ever seen
how can you act like you've never met me
all your doing is acting tough
you've broke everything in me it's been really rough
you said that your working on yourself
but it seems like you've came to your worse
nothing you can say I can trust
everything you told me turned to dust
I'm carrying so much weight on my shoulders
now I'm sinking in the water like a boulder
getting drunk on what the love I borrowed
I'm drowning on my sorrows
they say give it time
but it's hard to make up for the time that you were mine
did you really love me I'll never know
you let everything go
while it's getting colder in this weather
I need to get out of this emotional tether
I thought you loved me too
im so sad I don't know what to do
you said I don't want to try
you're just giving me more reasons to want to die
everyone gives up on me
I thought you'd be different from the wanna bes
you promised me loyalty and compassion
and it ended in disaster
moving on seems dumb
when you said you were the one
you said you'd be with me through lows and highs
but everything you said was a lie