Bleed Out To Feel Whole/Hole Poem by Hunter Hatley

Bleed Out To Feel Whole/Hole

When regret and complexity regurgitate out of the depths of Hell
I bury it once more
I gash a hole for my soul to air out
My blood is my repentance
My blood is the water
My blood is like a soothing river
Relief! Relief! From exhaustion caused by anger
Exhaustion from temptation
Exhaustion from guilt and not feeling it
It all reminds me of when I'll fly away
But for now this sinful body weeps

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POET'S NOTES ABOUT THE POEM
This was written 9/24/24 This was an incredibly dark night. I had cut open myself at the leg after sinning heavily. I was so disoriented that I saw my blood as a literal repentance. I'm convinced that several nights demonic spirits have assaulted me. I know, I know, this sounds crazy. But this is all in heinsight and I am completely different now. I am away from such a bottomless pit. By the way, the part where you see '=========' is where my literal blood is on paper (Because this was originally wrote on paper) . I know many will find this concerning but please know that God has rescued me from such a ferocious mindset.
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