Before, Between, And Beyond The Conversation With The Holy Spirit Poem by Adedolapo Olisa

The load so heavy indeed is heavy but how light
on my mind, heart, even in my brain
hardly can rest come now
failure has reduced my worth for my ego
confidence, where art thou?
leap again so high is just now like a dream
tomorrow was always bright
now seems as a 'lost an election period'
the sky so many times has caught my sight
an answer though found I not
until deep inside in the conversation
reasonings alongside reasons failure was inevitable
dark thoughts and times - staying down here
how light, my weight, when done with reasonings
essential it is to me now when the reason smells seasoned
how long down matters not much anymore
just want to be sure to leap again never more to fall