Aurelius & Furius, true comrades,
whether Catullus penetrates to where in
outermost India booms the eastern ocean's
wonderful thunder;
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I feel that this poem talks about how wherever he goes to he can't find someone better or a replacement but he so when he comes back home, he sees her but can't have her anymore.
I relate to this! Why? Because I was once in his shoes.