I didn't learn
to live, I just
got used to it
and try to be myself
with friends who don't make demands
and are available
when I come or shout
that I'm lonely
but with you it's different
Sometimes I don't know afterwards
whether we were connected
and then I get lost
in my thoughts, so
there is no contact
and I must embrace you
feel the firmness
of your body
to believe in us