At Tymes I Wonder Poem by troublesome thug

At tymes i wonder will god really save me in the end,
should i quit while im ahead or keep playin the game to win.
will god show me mercy 4 doin thangs i had to do to maintain
Am i a victem of circumstances or am i the one left to blame.
everyday i ask myself should i carry on
when it seems everythang i try in do goes wrong.
Cuz when the sun comes up i dont c a new begainin
but a bad day that seems to have no endin.
just like when the sun sets,
i may lay my head down but i dont get any rest.
cuz at times i wonder...