As I Pray Tonight Poem by Ryann Holland

DEAR GOD,
AS I PRAY TONIGHT, IM SORRY FOR MY SIN,
IM JUST LOST WITHOUT HIM.
IM SORRY FOR NOT BELIEVING IN YOU,
BECAUSE OF YOU,
MY LIFE HAS ENDED UP TO BE TRUE,
PLEASE KEEP MY MOM AND DAD SAFE,
LET THEM KNOW I LOVE THEM,
IM SORRY FOR WHAT I'VE DONE,
I DIDNT MEAN IT,
NOW IM GOING TO HELL FOR WHAT I'VE DONE.
GOD I LOVE YOU,
AND AS I PRAY TONIGHT,
WATCH OVER HIM LORD,
PLEASE,
WATCH OVER THEM LORD,
PLEASE,
I CAN HANDLE MYSELF LORD,
BUT THEY NEED SAFENESS CURED OVER THEM,
LET THEM KNOW THAT I WILL BE ALRIGHT,
JUST TO LOOK FOR MY SHADOW IN THE LIGHT,
AND THEN THINGS WILL BE RIGHT.
AND GOD,
LET MY PARENTS KNOW THAT I AM SAFE,
I LOVE THEM ALL MY HEART,
AND THAT IM SORRY FOR TEARING THIER LIVES APART,
GOD,
I LOVE YOU,
AND AS I PRAY TONIGHT,
GOD PLEASE HELP ME THROUGH LIFE,
I AM NOT THAT BRAVE,
AND LORD,
PLEASE COME INTO MY HEART,
AND MAKE IT A CLEARER PATH FOR ME TOO SEE,
AND GOD,
BETWEEN YOU AND ME,
I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH LIFE ANY LONGER,
BUT YOU GUIDED ME THROUGH LIFE,
AND YOU DID ME RIGHT,
GOD THANK YOU FOR MY LIFE
AND THANK YOU FOR BEING BY MYSIDE,
LORD,
AS I PRAY TONIGHT,
I AM NO LONGER HERE,
I JUST WANT TO BE THERE,
GOD PLEASE TAKE ME HOME,
AND GUIDE ME THE REST OF THE WAY,
I LOVE YOU GOD,
NOTHING MUCH ELSE TO SAY,
AS I SIT HERE AND PRAY,
AH MAN.