Apply Me With Alcohol Poem by Kelvin Rush

Apply me with alcohol so I can get through
Sat here on my own makes me sad and so blue
A mind numbing stimulant is all that's required
I must get to the other side unharmed re-wired

If you can't give me alcohol I must have medication
I need to get to gaga land to a state of vegetation
Turn your back and walk away then I will be dead
Only I can feel the excruciating pain living in my head

I can't remember the last time I felt real peace
I'm always tense angry disturbed I have no release
I feel alone lost confused ready to explode
Past and future inner turmoil carrying a heavy load

My mind controls all my life there's nothing I can do
Evil thoughts swarm like bees and stick to me like glue
I'm always tense I've no defence I can't rid the shame
Apply me with alcohol now before I go insane