Apart Poem by mia poems

Isn't it strange when a person just disappears out of your life?
When you imagined being their future wife?
After spending every free minute with them every day.
And suddenly it seams like they‘re far away.
Suddenly you have so much time.
Being alone starts to feel like a crime.
Wishing back what was once there.
Realizing you were never aware,
aware of the hole in your heart after you separate.
My biggest wish is to travel back to our first date.
The date that showed me what I feel,
And everything starts to feel real.
When the nights get late,
The music gets loud,
The wind gets colder,
Everyone‘s thinking, , I told her‘‘.
Told her to hold on to him,
Knowing i will be broken without him.
Drinking so much till you regret all your choices,
The choices that led to you being alone,
Alone with the voices.
Trapped in a soul,
A soul full of love, pushing away
the most important part